Some Days I Hallucinate

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Late at night I'm all alone
Still sitting at my telephone
Just for the chance to hear your voice

Suddenly I hear it ring
But then I don't hear anything
What will this madness not destroy

Looking through your pictures
I do not know
Why you had to leave me
Where did you go
It's not my fault but I feel it so
Why do I blame myself

Finally I go to bed
But then I hear it ring again
My frown becomes a painful grin

We talk until the sunrise
And finally I realize
The telephone isn't plugged in

Looking through your pictures
I do not know
Why you had to leave me
Where did you go
It's not my fault but I feel it so
Why do I blame myself

And some days I hallucinate that you're still here
Some nights I hear your footsteps thinking you are near
My shrink wastes no time telling me what I'm supposed to feel
But I'm having trouble telling what is real

Now I've started taking pills
So I can focus paying bills
And then I see you standing there

I do my best to look away
But I can't get my eyes to stray
I try so hard to hug the air

Looking through your pictures
I do not know
Why you had to leave me
Where did you go
It's not my fault but I feel it so
Why do I blame myself

Waiting for the phone call I was in Hell
The night they said you died I almost died myself
The funeral was over when I woke up from the spell
Now all that's left are your pictures on the shelf

And some days I hallucinate that you're still here
Some nights I hear your footsteps thinking you are near
My shrink wastes no time telling me what I'm supposed to feel
But I'm having trouble telling what is real

I don't want to know what is real

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from Heartstruck, released February 14, 2017

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Nick, Robbie, and Andrew do music.

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